a lot

well, a lot has been on my mind lately. that is probably the reason i haven't blogged in a week.
for starters i just watched love actually. it is rated r so beware... but it is so worth it i think. it really gives you a perspective on love. it was definitely a nice break from all the "teen" movies i've been watching like mr. deeds, saving silverman, and my unhealthy addiction to trauma: life in the er and mystery diagnosis. it's amazing what a year at jbu can make you enjoy watching-- like the fascination that occurs when a jube bug burrows into someone's ear or when a man decides his ankle is broken, which he forms a cast out of cement that ends up burning his skin.
i think i am obsessed with truth. whether it be "untold stories of the er" or a movie with a realistic outlook on love and relationships. i'm also obsessed with my new sheets that are super soft-- they remind me of that commercial about the soft kleenex.
i miss home. i miss my family, and my dogs. i miss my friends and my church. i miss it all.

i'm stucck in a rut here, but ruts aren't so bad. at least this one doesn't seem to be...