Hey Stephen... I can't help myself

A little background:

• I crush on a lot of boys from a distance-- 75% of them are... not Caucasian.
• My second favorite song is "Hey Stephen" by Taylor Swift.
• My best friend, Ashley, is adorably creative.
  

Here lately I have really been craving a relationship. Not with anyone in particular, I just really want a boyfriend. I know what you're thinking-- "Heather, just wait and God will bring Him to you." Well, honestly, I've been feeling like I'm not the kind of girl that sticks out in a crowd and a guy says "that's her" about. So, how are they going to find me?!
Last night I was really emotional, and Ashley asked me what exactly was bothering me. I just let it out and told her all my frustrations and cried and I was just a hot mess. She, along with my beautiful prison ministry ladies, encouraged me and told me that God would bring Him when I least expected it. They explained that it takes confidence and a strong relationship with God. She said that God would bring my prince into my life when I was completely enthralled with God and would not rely fully on this boy to make my life good. I of course sighed because I knew this answer was coming and that was that.
Then we went to amazing Midnight March and enthralled ourselves into enjoying traditions and good friendships.

Well, this afternoon I walked into this...

Summary of the note: Here's Stephen, he's not real, but he's here for you until God brings your real prince- who will call you the most beautiful women in a room full of people"

I laughed and cried. And I thanked God for bringing me the wonderful people that have shown Him to me better and in a new perspective.


Grace Day 7
1. Well I'm drinking a Mango Limeade with real cherries :o)
2. I basically have the best living arrangement ever, next year.
3. Stephen, lol.
4. I get to go home in five days.
5. Camp is in 23 days.